2057th BLOG POST
I remember my
school days whenever I would get into a brawl with any of my friends. They were
such funny and casual days yet the impact that it does upon your mind are,
sometimes, very impactful. Every time, if I would get beaten, it was all okay
for everyone as I would get back home crying. But in case I would be the person
who was able to show his dominance over the other person, they would bring
their elder sibling. He/she would then bully me for having disturbed their
sibling. In the end, I would be the person who was always on the losing end. The
only thought that disturbed me during those days was absence of a sibling in my
life. I was enough intelligent to understand that I could have never got an
elder sibling but I still wished to have a sibling – even if he/she would be
the younger one. Atleast there would be someone who could have stood for me.
Maybe, both of us would have got beaten. Haha! But I would have someone to
share my pain with.
Every time, I considered
someone as my best friend, I would automatically start searching for a sibling in
them and would get very possessive. Whenever I found this friend of mine not
supporting me or even if I saw them making fun of me with others, it would
break my heart like anything. But as I grew up and started observing everyone
around me, I found people without siblings deeper and more meaningful than
people with siblings. I may be completely wrong but this is what I derived from
the conversations I had with people around me. Well, I am sharing all of this today
as the world is celebrating Siblings Day and well, I didn’t get wished by
anyone – OBVIOUSLY!
Now when I see
behind and judge the perk of being a single child – I think it has shaped my
personality in a completely different manner. I am able to travel alone, eat
alone, watch movies alone, enjoy on weekends all by myself and never feel
lonely. People often ask me how I am able to travel whole day on a weekend, eat
at restaurants, watch movies all alone. It is such a default mode to me that I
never face any issue. Today, I can move to any part of the world and can
survive even without a single person being with me in my leisure time. Isn’t
this a Superpower? Haha!
2nd- I
always receive complete attention from my parents. Most people always complain about
their parents being partial but I never had this issue. I will not even have
that in future. Kisi ke saath property ka jhagda nahi hoga. 😊
3rd-
There was never a comparison at home. I generally see that as academically,
professionally, socially – parents end up comparing one child to the another
making the person get inferiority complex for their whole life. Failure becomes
the biggest fear of their life. There has never been a case like that but
unfortunately, being a single child, there’s whole lot of expectations with me
because I am the only one to fulfill it. This did become a challenge most of
the times. But atleast, I wasn’t regularly compared to that one person for 2-3
decades.
4th- I
am able to accept anyone without any judgment in my life as friends or family
because I have always quested for friendships/companionship so I had this early
realization that if I will sit with a checklist – I would never be able to find
a best friend or partner-in-crime. Hence, I have always been open in accepting
people which has made many of them share such secrets with me about their life which
they would share with no one else.
5th- I
always had/have privacy. There’s no one who would invade into my cupboard or
that secret diary in my absence. My clothes would not be stolen by someone else
for their farewell party. Haha!
6th- I
had enough time to focus on my hobbies and learnings. As all of you are aware
that I love reading, writing, studying, meditating, journaling, creating
Youtube videos etc., these activities require solitude and me-time. I would
have never got it if I had someone sharing room with me. Having whole room and
time with me, I have been able to indulge in such activities quite efficiently which
actually needs silence.
7th-
Everything that I do is something I have picked up on my own as I didn’t have
siblings influencing my choices or behaviors, allowing me to develop my own
sense of self and identity.
8th – I think
the reason I have a good sense of humour (Well, many have told me that I do
hence this statement. Warna bologe kitna self-obsessed hai 😊) is because
whenever I got a chance to make friends, I didn’t want to lose the opportunity
hence tried something new while interacting with them. That, I think, has
developed humor, spontaneity and making excuses on the spot. Haha!
9th-
Well, let’s make this the last point than the same 10-pointer thing which all
of us generally do. The last resort that I had to do to feel I have a sibling
was to become what I didn’t get. Hence, with my younger cousins, I try playing
the role of an elder brother who is protective, loving, caring and a selfless guide
too. Because I don’t have a real sibling, these guys are the ones who are the
closest in filling that spot. Though, I start expecting a lot from my younger
ones too as I want someone to pamper me always as a brother. Haha! But anyway,
I have beautiful relationships with few of them.
Lastly, wishing all
of you a very Happy Siblings’ Day! I know that when we have one, we don’t
understand it’s value. Hence, I had initially thought of writing this post in a
manner where people would realize what they must have missed but then to make
myself feel better, I thought of thinking towards positive points of being a
single-child and changed the route of this post after 2 paragraphs. Haha!
Thanks!
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