Humne Sanam Ko Khat Likha.. Khat mein Likha.. :-)

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      It was you who came to me when I was alone. It was you who came to me when I was sitting on the last bench of my class. It was you who came to me to ask my phone number. It was you who proposed me and asked whether I would love to be with you or not. It was you who made me say "I love you too" to you. It was you who made me get addicted to you. It was you who always asked for a date whenever I refused to meet you. It was you who asked me to listen Radio and then you used to say that you have dedicated that song to me. It was again you who kissed me for the first time. It was again you who locked lips with me and started smooching me in that restaurant where we had our dinners. It was you who lied on my lap and asked me to play with your hairs. Every time, it was you who tried to turn an innocent me into a romantic one. I always told you that I am uncomfortable with love but it was you who bought me into the situation where I started thinking that I am the best lover in the world and no one loves his girl as I do. You changed my life. You changed my routine. You changed my friends. You changed my behaviour. In fact, YOU changed ME. :-)


           I remember the Valentine's Day when you wanted me to gift something special to you as you were bringing something special for me. My father wasn't a rich person so I had to do something special to get something special for the most special person of my life. I went to a glass factory. I asked them if I can work as a labour to them for a day and get my wage in the end of the day. They agreed. They gave me the job of sweeping the floors and take care that not a single atom of glass remains on the floor of their workshop. I had no shoes then as someone stole it as soon as I entered the workshop to broom. I had to walk on the pieces of glass to get the workshop clean. My whole feet got cuts because of the glass pieces. I cried in pain but I had no option left as I wanted you to feel special on Valentine's Day as your friends may ask you about what I gifted you on the day of lovers. In the end of the day, I got 200 rs for all the cuts and wounds I suffered. I went and bought a beautiful necklace for you. I gifted it to you and you had a very big smile on your face. That was the only smile I needed in life. Seeing your smile, I forgot all the pain of those scratches on my feet. Then, I asked you to gift me the special gift you wanted to and you gave me a Greeting Card which had sketch of both of us in each other's arm made by you. I was surprised to see your effort. I still remember the amount of love we gave to each other on that Valentine's day.


           I remember the continuous flow of our SMSes to each other. I remember the way we used to talk on our phones in whispering voice so that our parents don't come to know. I remember how I wished your birthday by meeting you at your society's gate at 12 AM with a cake in my hand. How happy you were. You kept making me get addicted to you. Then suddenly, you started behaving weirdly. You started making excuses whenever I asked you the reason of not messaging me. Sometimes you said that your thumb is paining while sometimes you said that your keypad is troubling you. You didn't messaged me for 3 weeks continuously. I kept counting number of hours to find out how miserly I lived those hours because I missed you like hell. I was confused about our relationship that how is it possible for you to leave me like this. I came to your home too as a courier boy just to see whether you are fine or not but I didn't found you anywhere in your living room. I came back disappointed. You kept testing my patience. You knew that the most important Entrance exam of my life was about to come very soon and your sudden disappearance from my life will never allow my mind to concentrate on studies. But you didn't cared about my future. You ditched our relationship of 3 years in a go. You turned an innocent me into a Romantic one and then you left me in a journey of getting back to my life from the state of loneliness. This is what you did to me. 


           But thanks to that girl of my life who helped me get back. She was the same girl whom I ignored because you came in my life. I stopped asking her whereabouts because I always asked about your feelings for me. I was sent to rehabilitation center where my mother always hid herself behind the curtain of my ward room and saw whether I am coming out of the depression or not. This is the same lady on whom I shouted numerous times because she had problem with my carelessness towards returning home on time. And bloody you know that I used to be with you during all those after hours. My father and I didn't conversed for 2 whole years and you know why? Because you always asked me to call you as its hard for you to go for recharges in late hours after 9 PM so I had to argue with my father every next day for augmenting my pocket money. In the end, he thrashed me one day for all the sick words I hurled at him in anger because I felt that he was trying to apart me from you. Thanks to my parents that they loved me even after I hated them for a long time because I was long lost in your love. But today, I know what real love is and which love makes you win the world.


            Today, I am sitting in London. I am earning the amount which your husband earns in 10 months. I have received many mails of yours. But unfortunately, I became so matured that I understood that you sent them only when you came to know that I am being selected for this larger-than-life job. I have also seen your husband's face. Congrats for getting that monkey. :-) Now, fool him as much as you can. You have the habit of turning an innocent one into a romantic one, right? So, now turn him into a romantic husband and have as much romance as you can. Let me see how much romantic he can be. :-) I have heard that you have named your first son on my name. It's good. You should. As you owe a lot to me. So, repay by making your son remain Innocent till the end of his life. :-) But let me tell you, even I have the best daughter of this world. But I haven't named her on your name because I don't want to give birth to a girl like you who can play with an innocent boy's heart. So, accept this letter of mine and see what life have you lived as a Flirt or as a Bitch. I will not say anything more as I have a beautiful wife who would be waiting for me. And Yes, she waits for me everyday just as I wanted for you in those 3 weeks when you ceased messaging me. :-) 


Hate you. 


Bye.


P.S.: This is an Open Letter(Not my story) from one of the many boys who get fooled by such girls who use boys for their fun and leave them later by giving them a Silly reason for the break-up. They move ahead with their life but the boys keep struggling for a long long time. So, this Open Letter is meant for all these girls who treat boys as a Source of Entertainment and Filler of Empty Spaces in their life. And also for all the boys who gets mad on a girl by seeing that a very beautiful girl has approached them. Remember, fair skin doesn't means that the heart is as fair as skin. :-) I hope this post will not be taken in other way.


  Thanks.


ABHILASH RUHELA - VEERU