6TH FEBRUARY - The Day Which Changed My Life !!!

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        I still remember the day when I entered my Hostel on 10th July 2006. Before this, I never saw how a hostel look like and how several boys live together in a building even without knowing each other. I remember how my mother cried when I was leaving home to shift to the hostel. I remember how my father was guiding me to live in the Hostel. I also remember how my father hugged me and cried for the first time. Being Single Child of my parents, I always got enormous affection and care. They always thought about me whenever they planned for anything. The first day in the Hostel seemed to be so boring and dull. I was feeling damn unfriendly. There was no one to talk as everyone in the room was new. There was no one with whom I can share all about my school time as I didn't knew what kind of boys they were.

              Few days passed away and now everyone in my room became my friend. They tried to trouble me a lot because I was the only Hindu in the room and thus they played with my religion a lot but when they saw that I am not that kind of Hindu which they thought of, they became good good friends with me. Now, we started going to Cyber Cafe together. We started eating together, we roamed everywhere on M.G. Road every weekend together. We used to rate girls according to our choices and used to laugh like crazy and stupid idiots. Everything was well in Hostel except my college life. These Muslims in my room started loving a Hindu but the Muslims in my College still hated me because I was a Hindu. I don't know what was so bad in me just because I was not a Muslim that they were ready to even kill me. I never shared anything with my roommates with a fear that they may think that I am indirectly aiming their religion while complaining about the bastards who were troubling me.

              At last I boycotted the college and stopped going to the campus area. There were many reasons. One of them was that they used to thrash me very badly. Once the librarian beat me so much that I fainted at the spot but he didn't felt any hem while beating me more. He kept slapping me incessantly and I became one of the victim thrashed by the librarian. I didn't shared about this case too. Not with my parents and not even with the roommates with whom I had developed a fledged relation. I suffered a lot but I just thought that if this is what elders and experienced people call as struggle in their young life then Yes I am going to be an experienced soul after some years. (On 6th February, 2007, My father picked me up from that college and threw me inside a bedroom. He kept asking that what was the problem with you that you became so sick there and what are the problems because of which you never attended college after few days. I didn't answered a single question to him because I wanted to manage my self for next few years till I become normal. ) Even I can tell others that I struggled in my young age and I have seen what others haven't. Today when I look behind and see what my life was between 2007 to 2009, I feel so proud of myself that I passed those moments and today I am here. I fought with my sickness, my psychic attitude, my rebel and my anger. I fought with the bad part of society which laughs on your failure. I managed to deal with everything possible for a person dealing to understand himself and cope up with his failure and under-confidence.

               On 6th February my father picked me up from the college. As I didn't attended the exams I was a Failed student of 11th std. After that I joined 11th std again and in the next year i.e. 2008, I got failed in 11th again with negligible marks in Science. College rejected me as a student and so I  joined 12th externally. Everyone poked me for leaving Science stream and go up with Commerce or Arts but I refused to hear to anyone. I struggled whole 12th std with the same condition I have mentioned above but when December started and I saw the Time Table of Prelims for the regular students of college, I felt a sensation in my blood. I took an oath then and there that this time I'll pass and shut all the people's mouth who vomit fouls about me. And I started studying from night 11 to morning 8. Finally I passed 12th in the first attempt with 55% marks. That was the day after which I never looked back. I am not boasting about me and nor I am proud of what I am today, I am just trying to convey that I am out of the Hell and I am just happy about it. The reason for my success goes to the belief of parents who invested in me even when they were sure that I'll give them ZERO output. Then I give it to Sai Baba who conveyed to the people of world that all the caste are 1 and there is only 1 God for everyone. And then I convey it to the Gems which are truly magical and my Gemologist who is a magician. He made me a human from animal. 

               This day - 6th February was truly a bad day for me in 2007 when I returned back from Pune and I could see only darkness in the road ahead. And now, today, after 4 years of the best ever experience I had, I am changed, I am healed, I am grown up, I am matured, I am a Human and of all I am a good son who wants to see a smile on his parent's face. With all the passion and all the zeal, being vigor I am just turning the pages of my book and exploring new pages of life. Life is beautiful. Life is enthusiastic. Life is what God has given to us as a gift. It is all upon us whether to make it a Life of HELL or a Life of HEAVEN. Its in our hand to fill colors in life or add darkness in our life. I have measured the life with the most accurate measuring scale and today I can happily say that I am an experienced boy and I can handle my problems myself without the support of anyone(except parents). Today, I have made my life according to what I wanted to and not according to my enemies and foes. Today I have achieved everything of those kind which make people curious about you. Today is 6th February again and I promise my parents that I'll never grant both of you sleepless nights, tension-full mind, pity life and a Useless son. I love you both. I really love you a lot.


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Best of luck to everyone of you for a successful life ahead.


ABHILASH RUHELA - VEERU