Trying to be honest with Myself !!!

            68th BLOG



           After writing yesterday's blog and requesting you all to show little solidarity towards me and my writing and to comment on it and regularly suggest me and interrrupt me on my writing..Today I received your comments right from the morning...I received 4 to 5 comments even on SMS...Wow...This was really very exciting...Thanks for commenting on my posts my dear friends and my readers...After writing yesterday's blog I felt like I performed Gaff..because of the language I used in my blog....Hope that I'll not use that type of language again ... but I'll be there sometimes with my bhaiiyya image..Bhaiiyya means All who have migrated from North states to the different states of India...Legally..Yesterday I completed my 50th Blog...I completed this before itself but you all know naa that because of a controversy in my college about my blog I had to delete them and it was reduced to 33 posts..and today legally I have completed 50th blog and this one which Im writing is 51th....and for the regular users I would like to inform that this one is 67th one...

          After requesting and giving a cute order to all of you to comment on my blog...I felt like I'm doing injustice with them who are commenting on my blog..Many a times I have been asked questions in the comments to which I havent replied any of the time...Now I'll be replying to every of the comments which I'll be getting on my blog...I should interact with my friends who are commenting...Those who are sending comments on SMS...even they will get their replies here on the very post on which you have commented....I'll even publish your comment here.....but friends dont comment anything about my blog on my face...Its really hard to accept even when it is a positive one...


           Diwali safaai is not ending...I have got bored...but then i think about my mother and every lady of the middle class family who are preparing many different dishes for the Diwali...Just thinking about them..I keep continuing with my Diwali works...Not getting time to study....actually Its not only the fault of this Diwali time Its even my fault...On the holidays I should read and learn and go through my books for the whole day but I try to be online 24 * 7..This is really a bad addiction and even its reducing my value...People who always see me online dont say HII now a days because they may be thinking ki isko toh koi kaam hi nahi hai..Hamesa online rehta hai so now I'll try to deplete this Image off...I'll punite my self...I'm judging my self so even the judgement will be given by me....I have planned today itself that now I'll start studying right from tomorrow...ab dekho ki kal subah kya hota hai..Promises toh bahut baar kiye hain...nibhaaya hi toh nahi jaata hai....I havent broken any of the promises I have given to someone else...But I break the one which I give to myself....Jo khud ka nahi ho saka wo doosro kaaa kahaan se hoga....So I'll try to be honest with me first..and then with others....


        Thanks for reading.....


ABHILASH RUHELA- VEERU